I am wallowing in the Monday Blues. It was a pretty nice weekend. For Fathers Day, I took myself for a pedicure. Relaxing! Son was with his father so it was a really nice day.
I should be flying high with happiness for a friend who's dream has come true. And a part of me is very happy. But that dream come true has killed my dream. So I'm very conflicted, sad, resentful, and angry today.
I'm going to take today and wallow in my disappointment. Tomorrow I will work on a new dream and realizing its fruition.