This doesn't sound good! You can only do your best. You tried!
was hoping for you when you said all signs were pointing otherwise...god job taking it gracefully...i think...hard to tell when it is undefined...smiles.
it's hard to understand why things happen as they do, especially when it leaves you disappointed. hopefully writing through your experience will be helpful and validating -- for you.
I agree. Writing your personal struggles can act as a therapy and support for you.You have come this far, and I have read your struggles, but life is full of ups and downs.Just keep on writing!Big Hugs!
Leave me some seeds